This is a daily memoir of this extraordinary girl as she finds her way of falling in love. From heartbreaks, pain, mistakes, lessons and the journey she'll go through as she will once again rediscover of how it is to be inlove.


The key to surviving a surgical internship is denial. We deny that we’re tired, we deny that we’re scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed. And most importantly, we deny that we’re in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can’t recognize the truth right in front of our faces. Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn’t change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It’s not just a river in Egypt, it’s a freakin’ ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?
- Grey’s Anatomy
“Don’t plant your bad days. They grow into weeks. The weeks grow into months. Before you know it, you got yourself a bad year. Take it from me - choke those little bad days. Choke ‘em down to nothing.”
— Tom Waits
- Find someone who’ll never get tired of kissing you everyday.
- Who’ll hug you when you’re jealous.
- Who’ll understandingly keep silent when you’re mad.
- Who’ll squeeze your hand when you’re simply not in the mood.
- Who’ll be willing to share everything with you.
- Find someone who’ll plan and imagine the future with you in it.
- AND WILL ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND DEMAND NOTHING IN RETURN.
- And when you find that someone.. JUST NEVER LET GO.
You don’t need to rush things, though you’re really itching to forget those painful moments. Give yourself time, because that’s all you need to forgive. It may not be today, or tomorrow, but trust me, you’ll learn how.
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